today was okay. wasnt bad i guess. school is officialy over in 3 weeks. just 3..wooooo

work was easy today like i only worked from 5-9. then my bro and mike went to in and out. i havent hung with him in a while. he was talking about how there was a religious debate at java a few days ago. and he was sticking up for himself against a lot of people. mad propsss d00d. and why do atheists have so many things in common?

i have band practice today at 8am. crazy huh. ive only practiced that early for like church or something. 8am-2pm. i have work too. hopefully we can get like 2 songs roughly done tomorrow.
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only if attractive girls knew wasup, then i'd probably care
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it's far better to learn

laid my sights today. and i'm doing fine.

funny how i've been bumping this saosin album, and theres like a beatle as their cover. and i hate insects.
so this is the second time im mentioning it, and probably the last until on myspace, as an official announcement. well sewthetruth is gone, pretty much dead. OR we've made a new band, if you will. its me and my bro, but with 3 new people. we found this siiiickkkk singer/screamer named jon, and he found a second guitarist and new drummer. the best part is that we all have a passion for this. we all wanna do this. and im ready. cause i feel it this time. we just need to write music now. ha. im on it

schools done in 3 weeks. im way stoaked. stoaked to play the whisky in july 12th. stoaked for camp also.

ive looked at myself a few weeks ago from a side view when i was crying about the band. and i was like dude..its just the band. and then i thats when i totally realized that i extremely love music. and its a great passion.

so the 15wk progress report gets mailed in today or something or tomorrow. which is friday. i got work..all weekend. dope huh. and then band practice this saturday.

im kinda the king at holding my peezy, coping with a headache, and a new one in progress is recovery.
"she's got cutes".

ate at chipotle today. there were these idiot jerks in front of us in the line. they were really immature. but then again, they werent born that way.
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with veins displayed : i never want to make you feel definite again.

itmoabs - 52808

the pale male needed wits, so he caught the female daisy
intertwining accessories make some hapa crazy.

currently twenty seven years of the life,

migrated to the yay area, added eric and nicko to her sight.

needed brighter skies, 'cause back home they don't cut it right.

she filled with statues or sketches that make her heart feel weak,

or symphony of mixes that the pair got her to peep.

eric's internally wishing but the shuffle pulled platonic.

his significant other got him where he is, the gods never meant for something ironic.

exhibitor of the adams grove art center.

figured she'd make it out, making her insides feel something better.

keeping, and defining the word sexy,

ties the shoelaces for a morning jog to keep her healthy.

signaturin the checks that make her able

to spend taxes on whatever she wants in the table.

post-puppy is really all she has for conversing.

an introvert that's lonely all the time, feels like bursting.

meanwhile, the pair is making their marks

towards what it seems like something that begins sadly dark.

shoot, im getting better at guitar. i love the naturalness. i still aint the shiz though.

its 1:06 am. talking to jayce. i cant wait for camp. i cant wait for school to end. anddddd um im gonna get like so little sleep tonight. sorry mrs. kinsella..im sleeping in your class. get my phone back tomorrow.

(trying to find some interesting picture in here.)

okay, if you find me this album..i'll love you. i mean i already do but you know.

oh broken son.

at work..about to go soon.

iron grill next door is this bomb asian restaurant. they just opened, and theyre the homies. they gave me all this food..theyre really nice.
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so im really glad that we have memorial day off. because i hate school..and im working all weekend.

we have band practice this monday morning..its gonna be dope. the band i think is heading in a different direction right now. (in a good way). and im so ready.

i think im going shopping next week.

oh yeah i took a nap today before work and i was really tired..and i remember hearing this dope saosin song while sleepingish. i have the album so im gonna bump it for a while =] i love music. sucka




i saw a dead rat for the first time today..up close. it was big. and i freaked. now i know why peeps..or girls freak out. i still like mouses and hamsters though. bye

malfunction

so it's 3am and i just woke up..from what was supposed to be a nap. 'cause i fell asleep at 6pm..
this just goes to show how i tired i was today..i was really.
and i overcharged my ipod..dangit

slept in 1st period 'cause all we were doing was watching saving private ryan. my eyes were closing in 2nd period. i walked the track for 3rd. 4th period, i was falling asleep head down. 5th period..nothing. 6th period nothing.

today's friday, and i have work again. from 430 - 12. i actually wanna go to work kinda. school's been killing me.

and for the band..all i can do is hope, 'cause thins havent been going well at all. but we have one plan up our sleeves (thank God), and we'll just hope this one will last.

both eric and i havent written on itmoabs for a while..frick. i think it's been like 2 months haha..i need to charge my camera. i want a new profile pic..for all the sites im on..

so school is ending and kinda getting there. 19 more days til school's out. im gonna die on finals..it's all im worried about. i have pretty much all C's in my classes. and geometry i suck at lately and im getting a D. english im getting a B..
school is so life consuming..but i guess its supposed to be.

camp is in like 11 weeks. its not..too far haha. but im still counting down. 'cause i had a really good time last year. and i can miss it alot sometimes. i still miss eugene too haha. hopefully him and his girlfriend can come to our show at the whisky.

ive been failing on making every post about music.

me getting my phone taken away is ifhjofwehjodfjnsoadjsdlkis.

i was pretty frustrated today, and still kinda am. at least i removed homework out of the way.

schools been stressing me out with all these tests and everything. im tryin to pull off a B in every class so if i fail the finals i get a C or D or something. just not an F.

things are dumb right now kinda..

tristan received his 8x10 cabinet. its frickin bomb. we both have legit setups mayne.

and im leaning on somethin right now when i shouldnt.
anyway..i hung out with eric yesterday afterschool. til like 10 pm. we built. im jealous cause he got a tattoo today. i want one on my right forearm of "UØ" and under it, "777". in like distressed ink and stuff. black ink. that would be dope. everytime i hang out with eric, i always feel like i learn something new about him each time..or maybe like i get to know more of him, and get used to it. so i can be able to say, "i know eric, he would do that". (or vise versa).

i wish ocean is theory had an album. they will though.

doll face

fick it. 'cause when the labor plus clock meet, it brings a later ticket. in the first place, we've shoulda picked it, carefully. 'cause it's killing me nightmarefully.

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hi. i enjoy the 6 strings, and everything that comes with it. such as : the increasing ability to teach yourself, and certain mazes you take to develop something of your own, but somehow naturally adapting to the rules. and being able to study it.
i also enjoy the symphony of sound. because it can make you feel like you sang something aloud of something youve felt, and youre not doing this on youre own. and you can study it.
i enjoy the threads because its multiple choice. youre given a handful of them, and your eye gets to see what it likes, and desire a style.
i enjoy those that are more than just "other people", because theyre humans. and they most likely care about you. and fill your social wants. and provide fun.
i enjoy the bloods. because they're your home. the most original.
i enjoy romance because it makes you feel something out of the ordinary. and the primary attribute is that its shared with a significant other that feels the same way, and desires you. its something soul-related i believe, and definitely, extraordinary.
i enjoy the oppposite sex because of ^^^^. andd one's gonna be an extremely special HUMAN. a human just like all of us. except, SPECIAL. they can make you feel.^^^"""" (refer to romance)
i enjoy the footstepping platform because the instant adrenaline. its not a feeling of romance like i said up there, but a highly rushed feeling. and at the same time...youre just having fun, being entertaining, and performing a passion.

by no means

lately i've been filling the piggy bank, and drinking cow.

and girls, :

• eyes became noses
• ones that rock their hands in their pockets.
• Jimmy Eat World....(haha..try to figure that one out).

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much stuff to do in the next two weeks. mostly band stuff. oh boy, oh boyyyyyyyyy
also, school's been a little easy lately.
and underOATH's survive kaleidoscope is so dope. andd so is OCEAN IS THEORY. im in love with both of them.

im working this weekend. friday, saturday, and sunday.

i think im getting a black carabiner soon from twloha through granooch. thanks! ive been wanting a black one for a long time.

on may 30th, we're playing at the biona house with a fire ending fallacy. and ive seen their facebook friends coming. i know that not ALL of them are coming, but it makes me feel alotta people are coming. i think im getting a bit nervous. but if we practice alot, i wont be. im excited. i loved playing the biona house last year..

mays gonna go by quite fast. it is so far. cant wait til june.

to remember such a day, where the flames grew as high as trees, and the world stopped just for you and me.

experimental. screamo. hardcore.

female vocalists.

underoath has been my favorite band for a while now. this is a live cd/dvd they put out. iono why i like listening to live versions. i think because it sounds different than the original recording, and you could hear more stuff that you usually wont.

so..i've still been busy as fick : sewthetruth, state testing/school, work.. and another has just been added; driving/getting my license.

i still need to get together with our new singer to learn songs. andd record a 5 song demo. lots of work to do. but im excited for recording.

whew. so lately ive been bumping an extremely talented unsigned band called "Ocean Is Theory". theyre like..rock indieish/posthardcore. this is the sound ive been looking for, for the past 2 months or so. except these guys dont scream. which is fine. theyre christian too. hardcore christian. its like the perfect mix. dope. definitely a new favorite band. big influence.

so school is tomorrow..and..we get out early at 1. which is dope..but frick school.

see ya.

jordan t.

miss delaney, what's the matter? you waited by the window, I waited by the door.
oh miss delaney, where's your boyfriend? 'cause he isn't up in heaven, so I treat him like he's dead.

I wouldn't date anyone at school because every reason I have roots to me being me. I spend lunch and nutrition at mr. dien's geo/algII room, and i doubt there's a girl who would fit me/that in my school..or anywhere at all (sorta).
i did like 30% more thinking today.

and my horoscope says i should be feeling more like myself or something. haha its weird..some part of me really believes horoscopes.
i ate at chilli thai again today, and had red mango. yesterday at biblestudy we celebrated for alex's birthday which was the 5th. we ate at sak's. their beef is wack. but everything else i liked, and had red mango again yesterday. im finally starting to get into the original flavor again.
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my plan was kinda right..at work i have to act social..and im getting better at it.
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theres these two kids i kinda hate in 2nd period that sit next to me. one puts his foot on my desk, and im like whatthefick..the other one doesnt know shit about life. haha..
which reminds me..block scheduling has been frickin boring. each class becomes 2 hours basically. but like yeah. geometry and bio turned out to be not that bad actually. neither was spanish yesterday. but yeah..im just glad we're getting this testing over with.

i still can't believe next month is june.
and my hair is getting longer. good.

just a day, just an ordinary day

HIIIIIIIII

so today, i was waiting to get the fick out of school for this :

i finally got my music stuff that i ordered last sunday! im super happy today

AMP :

• Peavey Valveking Half-Stack
  

PEDALS :

• Boss TU-2 Chromatic Tuner
• Ibanez TS9 Tubescreamer distortion
• MXR Distortion +
• MXR Dyna Compression
• MXR Carbon Copy analong delay
• MXR smart gate suppressor
  

the amp is dope and versatile...and what makes it dope is that its all tube. and the pedals are dope too..im just waiting for my daisy chain. but yeah..i basically didnt pay much attention at school today. .
frickin block testing..

ive been busy as fick lately.
star testing is sucha pain. we have this dumb schedule for it..

so anyway, its finally may. and schools been stressful. and i cant believe we have finals on the last week of school..block shedule is coming up next week for more testing, its so gay.
may 5th is alex's birthday next monday. i think its also the day that i get all the stuff i ordered online. its pretty much all im waiting for.

i have to finish guitar parts for 3 songs on the demo tonight cause i didnt bother finishing much of them. i just wanted 3 solid songs down.
iono if i told before but i finally finished the last song and we have 5 now! haha. im gonna be stayuing up late tonight cause of that, AND i got lots of frickin homework. i like staying up late though. as long as i can stay awake..

tomorrow, hopefully im meeting up at 9am at the biona house to meet up with my band's new 2nd guitarist ryan. i met him in that church at torrace that kevin spoke at. hes dope. and all the way til 1 i have to teach him ALL of the parts he needs to know...hopefully we can do it.
and from 2-4 i have to record all acoustic tracks of all the 5 songs we have, and me singing them hahaha. and hopefully have time to teach alex the new 2 songs he dont know..
then at 430 i have work all the way to like..11 ish i think.

sunday, i have work from 10-5 or something? like usual. and hopefully meeting up with the singer to taech him songs..same for monday.

sooooo its been BUSY lately. like i said.

i think instead of recording next week, i think we're recording on the 16th & 17th.
may 23rd, my band and our homie's band A Fire Ending Fallacy is gonna play at our church office's house =]. the Biona House. afterschool. so we have to prepare for that.
its crazy to squeeze all of this in.

i decided to buy just a bit more stuff such as 2 cables at guitar center. and a pedalboard..

but haha over ALL of this. im way excited for this. the band.
..oh and i just found out that the show we're playing at the whisky got even bigger..ish
but doesnt matter, cause it just makes me MORE excited for it..
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