jewels for eyes [..]

discovered a band called Closure In Moscow. theyre like that style im looking for..with "psychadelic". kinda odd. but cool. nice singing.

today, didnt go to church, had band stuff. finished the rest of the songs with chris. at the bhouse. came to mind that the whisky is coming up pretty quick. lol..yeah i think 2 weeks. 11 days to be kinda exact. im pumped d00d.

went to ono to eat. i love chicken katsu now. iono why. and tofu ya is bomb as well. frickin hungry nowadays.

did hometown hero's myspace today. took me two days. go peep it : www.myspace.com/hometownhero
-and yes, i did base the layout on that one band.
-second time doing a band's myspace. after music, as a career, i want to do something in graphics/animation. so doing myspaces like this feels good to me.
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hanging with eric tomorrow. i think. if i can attend band practice late. haha. need to ship some shirts..=[
hopefully, we can get boba tomorrow.
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camp is in 5 weeks.!
you know me, im just remembering stuff from the year 2007.
i hope this summer will be the .. really good summer.iono d00d.

- hometown hero(es).

these are my bandmates, my buddies.

did nothing today really except for go out to lunch out at tofu ya. i love the #13.

shaun is really a character..

summer so far is so great.

my hair really is getting long.

had a photoshoot with Hometown Hero today. venice beach..graffiti walls. and such. it was pretty fun just chillin.

mahalo mango @ robeks = real good.
and not exactly, cause i cant find the word for it, but morning eyes are so sexy.

real sleepy right now.

bye

just another marionette.

I wonder of your whereabouts and hope like hell you're happy where you are.
I'm alright.
can see through everything you say.
you used to say that you're just fine. but I still wonder all the time.

I know I say that I'm just fine..but I hope you wonder from time to time.
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the songsish of the day.

work was chill. i was feeling good. good day today. these next two days are im guessing gonna be good. tomorrow im doing lots of work with the band i think. then tuesday, im for sure we have to have a photoshoot. hope everyone can make it. always pumped for anything music/band related.
it being finally summer is so dope. feel sucha relief.

I need to start enjoying like right now.

been trying to find a black carabiner for a while, so i ordered a twloha one myself since granooch lost the one. ordered an emarosa tshirt since im in love with them. i think they come in tomorrow hopefully..

heard about this shampoo/conditioner you can get where..after you shower, and your hair isnt wet, it leaves your hair oilyish. thats pretty dope. except i heard it only does that with people that have fine hair already. and that aint me..hahaaha but we'll see.

i wish i could find my camera charger =[ ...

RELATIVITY

hi..im nicko. and God just sped up the last 10 months of my life. believe it or not.

got back from work. and granooch IMs me saying emarosa's album is out. im listening nowww!! they have a different version of set it off like napalm. sounds all so dope.
work was the most tiring. never-ending lines. and crazy babies making messes.

school was whatever. took my bio final and got a 44/100. but overall for the class i got a C. whooooooo!!!!

this summers gonna be great! im so glad. i wanna go to saddleback like i did last year though. lotta stuff ahead. gonna be dope. im excited. and i finally get to rest.

picking up my dunks tomorrow. then practice. heard we're laying rough tracks. and then work from 6-12. thats pretty much my saturday for you. goodnight..

her advice cost us a life.

songsish of the past two days or so :
who am i to say that she's missing out on anythin worth effort these days?
right away we fell into each other head first.
I felt the world in you.
the way you made time change.

you got away with murder.
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watching a recent all time low video on youtube, alex's voice got lighter live. its kinda good.
so today i took history final. and geometry final. basically every class, i had a C before i took the final. i know i have an A- in english though.
then went out with chipotle with the bros. and hung out with eric and tristan. i didnt study at all for finals. fick it though really.\
i need to go to a tailor soon, or whatever you call it. alterations.
checked my email, and all my stuff shipped. i wanna go shopping for jeans now.

was supposed to do a photoshoot today, but it got moved to next week due to schedules. and was supposed to write today..but dont know what happened.

last day of school tomorrow..just a bio final. whew. i hate 100 question tests. im so slow. i trail off quick.


this is not with just raw emotions from the hands of a man..

set it off like napalm.

out of place, put him down. he's all strung out..

today was cool. kinda. school was whatever. so close to the end.

after was band practice. it was the worst ive seen yet. but everything will be cool in the end. found out we have a photoshoot this thursday. i hope this
band doesnt end.

english final tomorrow which is to speech it. not worried AS much. and thenn..spanish final. im frickin owning spanish right now.

i have to soon find some release of an acoustic EP to bump during camp. to make it feel right.


i want to experience the most romantic pain i will ever feel. some part of me wants to. probably real dumb.

let's make this now or never

so, here's the songsish of the week. or past week. here i go
close your eyes just dream.
dream of me. scream my name

Let me take this time to ask you,
inform you of all the things you did not know.
I’m sorry I can’t be the cure for your life.

"you can have the best of me". .. frickin starting line and their new album blows.
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okay. monday morning. last week of school. lets goooo. talked to eric last night kinda late. so im pretty beat. not really excited for school today. not excited for the week, but i really am. fick finals. i just wanna get out real bad. got nostalgic for camp yesterday, talking to eric about it. dont know nothing about my epi, and skin kit, probably thinking we're trippin meridians. 'cause im gonna find some change to keep in my pocket.

i really want emarosa's upcoming album. i figure im just gonna order it. i need to return my tdwp shirt for a bigger size =P. granucci doesnt have my carabiner. might as well order that, with another shirt from zambooie. i need more jeans. oh, i saw these dunks that i want. two actually. we get paid today.
i decided i want a ps3 as well. metal gear solid is taking over my video game..tasteish.

7 more weeks til camp. my bands doing well. in terms of what we need to be doing.

eat, sleep, repeat

the feelings that scare her become her relief.

just let me run where I want to run.

just let me love who I want.

im going to school for the next 8 days to just get them over with. this week and upcoming are gonna feel like the hyperbolic time chamber. 1st period is chill this week due to the fact that she assigned a project to work on for the whole week. i haveee another project for spanish due next monday. and i have an engligh rough draft due this friday. pretty cool.

todayin bio we dissected frogs. part of me was stoaked to do it but the other was like, i might faint. but in the end..it was pretty fun actually..kinda had to get through the fact that it was an actual frog..but dead. it was cool cutting everything. plus, i had a cute partner.

had biblestudy tonight and it was cool. didnt get a chance to study the bible though..and i dont think i wanna meet in the garage anymore..i think. we watched the laker game..and glad they won. im trying to study basketball everytime i watch.

theres two bands im way interested in right now; one called confide. [his screams sound like spencer and sings-ish like him, and theyre screamo christian, and experimentalish?.] and the other band is called emarosa. [theyre straight up experimental/screamo ish, xcept no screams. try to see if you understand, cause i bet you cant. andd yeah, they have the dopest lead guitar since ocean is theory. and he sings R&B with this. dope right?]

band practice tomorrow cause its wednesday and we get out early. i hope that we dont practice for too long. ive been killing myself lately. sleeping so late. it would be summer if school wasnt in the way.

my almost shirt came in yesterday and i need it modified soon. i need my other american apparel shirt sleeves modified. my dunks come in tmorrow. i wanna order more.

i also think that dunks might add to the addicting collection of carabiners..and picks

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I'll fall in love and hold nothing back from you.

went to chipotle tonight with the family. it was fun. i remember last time being there sitting out with just my parents asking if we got to play at a venue in hollywood, if they would come out. and they said of course. and now tonight, the next time we're sitting there, we actually are playing. i love life's movieish moments.

this dude from starbucks nextdoor to red mango told me this site called pandora. its a radio site kinda thing where you type in an artist, and it makes playlists for you according to your artist, and other questions they ask. it tries to play music you dig..sometimes its really accurate. im doing it now..its failed horribly in the last 20 minutes..but thats just cause my music taste is extremely small.

i need to finish music for this song im writing right now. its a blend of saosin/ocean is theory. maybe a bit of our last night.

im glad i have a delay pedal. delay is a must with experimental/post-hardcoreish stuff. haha.











last biblestudy night, i went to chipotle with zane and tristan. and we went to pinkberry, and me and tristan kinda interrogated them. it was fun.[ny]

so my new band had practice last saturday or no..last monday. and they decided on a name, "Hometown Hero". i pulled off an alex and said its okay if you guys like it..i dont like it..but its cool. ha..these guys are intimidating..and i need to speak up. hometown hero doesn't even fit us much. we're screamo for the most part. ;]

I'm a ship that's lost it's coordinates in a sea of your grace

a ship's safe in it's harbor.
it's a shame you don't try harder.
ye of little faith
where's the wind in your sails?
is it hope that you're after?
i've never seen you run faster.
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tomorrows thursday. this week is kind of a chill week. we got out early today. AND friday. finally. just cause its prom though. i have like two tests tomorrow. i took one for geometry today. i have history and bio tomorrow. kinda sucks. but as these last few weeks..im actually gonna study and crap. i got my progress report. im actually improving ha. i just wanna try to do all the work i can so theres nothing to lose.

when im at school during the week, i miss work.

for the most part, i don't even try.
maybe if you show me someone who's familiarized.

12 more days of school. unbelievable d00d.

will she go..or follow?
follow, please follow me home.
the things you swore, they never made me feel anymore.

last night at biblestudy, we went head on. and i finally confirmed what i was feeling this whole time. it's kinda like..lets say youre skeptical about taking steroids, and then all the pounds of muscle you get over time prove you wrong.

THE MOST CRAZIEST THING HAPPENS AT WORK TODAY.

so i come out to serve someone's yogurt and zane, tristan, jude, justin, and shuan come in. that was cool until after like 10 minutes of them being sit down. this customer comes in. and its the CRAZIEST THING.
A GIRL CAME IN HAVING THE MOST RESEMBLENCE TO LIZZY CAPLAN I HAD EVVERRRR SEEN.
it was sooooo crazy. like she had to go back in the end of the line 'cause we ran out of green tea at the moment, then all these fickin customers come so she was at the end. and i was all rushing THEIR orders 'cause i wanted to serve her already hahaha. like my heartbeat was like fastttt. and yeah i was nervous. i was like trippin on peoples change, forgetting the coins.
and yeah. so she finally ordered and unfortunately she was with some dude. some ugly dude freal. and i told her when she came up that i really liked her hair. ahahaha. like her hair, face, eyes, haircolorish, and voice, oh and clothesish looked just like lizzy's. so yeah then she said thanks and something like she hasnt done anything to it much in a while..or somethin. i was too nervous to hear. and then like right before she was gonna sit down, i asked if she knew who lizzy caplan was. and she didnt know. and im like shes an actress, and you look like her. shes reeealll pretty. ahaha and then she giggles and says thanks. but yeah..its crazy cause it isnt even really the real lizzy, but still i was trippin.

before she left across the room i wa slike byee lizzy!! and she was like haha byee. and then..she was waiting holding the door for her ugly dude, and i waved bye again, and she returned it. =P

thats all i wanna say tonight.